Felicia's blog

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2008-06-09T18:31:00.001+08:00

LAST POST i'm making here.

http://buoyanntt.livejournal.com...

i'll leave my blog as it is as memory..

2008-05-26T10:13:00.001+08:00

HAIS ~~~~~~

having a severe headache now !
Having a sore throat now !
having a bad mood now !
having a bad tots now !
having lesson later !
having break now !

life is so boring ..
who can be the excitement in my life
WA ~~~~~~~~

ii want to go home now !
seriously..
totally no mood to speak
dont even feel like taking UT ..
First time dont feel like taking UT
should ii go ?
or should iii stay and keep quiet?
doing nothing ?
is it my style?
nope..
sian ..

help !!!!

2008-05-23T10:43:00.003+08:00

message to baby.Men

i know its difficult to let go sth u hold for so long.
but i believe u can.
and i'm pretty sure u can.
do the same as me?..
like what ive said, open ur heart to the outside world.
dont close urself up anymore.
no point wei le ta suffer right.
and it's like, all ur frens are evolving ard u.
y must u be afraid that u are alone or rather keep thinking that u are alone when u are not?..
dont worry k.
if u really really really really need someone to talk to.
come to me!
my door open for u =)

u used to say that u live ur life for her.
i tink now u should cast this thinking aside and continue to move on.
dont use laughter to cover ur saddness anymore.
dont be afraid of the dark anymore.
ur world is not destroyed yet.
u yet just welcome me to ur planet.
if ur world is destroyed.
meaning i have to disappear too!!

dont be lonely because u have .ling haha !
u have me to turn on to so dont be afraid..
and of cause i'm there to console u~!

u shouldnt live ur life for others but for urself.
u dont own her ur life, neither does she deserve it.
live life to the happiest bah !
jiayou kkaes =)

u can pull thru de la ..
6yrs has past..
u shld be a brand new urself..
so dont brood too much le yea ?!

just dont forget got me this fren by ur side wahahaha =X

2008-05-23T09:04:00.000+08:00

hmmms..
i'll use this blogskin until i've found one suitable one.

2008-05-22T09:44:00.002+08:00

Hmmm ..
its been a month or so ever since i bloggged.

All ii want to say is.
i've decided to let go totally.
i've learnt not to give in so easily.
not to trust a guy so easily.
looks are deceiving.
THANKS for everything.
the LIARS, the "TRUTH", the MEMORIES, the TIME, the BIAN KEY and lots more.

i wants to hate the guy who did this blogskin for me.
the guy who spend his time with me almost everyday.
the guy who told me that he loves me forever.
the guy who told me that he only loves me.
the guy who told me that it's the first time he cried for girls.
the guy who told me that what he say to me is true.
the guy who i love most.
the guy who hurt me the most.
the guy who gave me lots of memories.
the guy who went to alot of places in spore with me.
the guy who is willingly to be vegetarian when with me.
the guy who spend his time with him.
the guy who used to dote of me.
the guy who will nv look at any girls when he is with me.
the guy who made promises to me.
the guy who is willing to cut his hair because my parents dont like.
the guy who celebrate christmas, to my sis ROM + valentine with me.
the guy who makes me realise what is true love but in the end ended my true love.
the guy who is childish.
the guy who i wanted to be with for lifetime.
the guy who is sweet to send me home despite how tired he is.
the guy who catch alot of movie with me.
the guy who is willingly to put down his dignity in front of me.
the guy who is real to me.
the guy who cycle me before.
the guy who piggyback me despite how tired he is.
the guy who helped me look for my fav specs for hrs.
the guy who waits for me when i knock off.
the guy who intro me to his family.
the guy whom i think is different.
the guy whose mum trim my hair for me.
the guy who treats me like princess.
the guy who call me girl.
the guy i called boy.
the guy who will download songs for me.
the guy who will be by my side when i need him.
the guy who is willingly to share his problem to me.
the guy who will chat with me for hours w.o feeling bored.
the guy who invite me to his concert
the guy who says that i'm his only girl.
the guy who say that he will love his girl forever.
the guy who is always unhappy if i'm unhappy.
the guy whom i like most despite my parents dont like.
the guy who will treat me so sweet.
the guy who i feel like doting.
the guy who i wants to put in all my feelings.

basically almost everything bah.
hmmm
but i intend to forgive this guy.
i wouldnt be mad at him
neither will i be there waiting for him.

the old felicia is dead..
new one will appear soon in few months time..

waiting for me baby.
hahs ~

2008-04-01T00:24:00.002+08:00

ALL I CAN SAY NOW IS...

BOY, GIRL TRUST YOU ~
NO MATTER WHAT YOUR ANSWER WILL BE, YOU WILL STILL BE MY BOY UNTIL THE DAY THAT I TEND TO GIVE UP..

NO MATTER HOW HURT I AM, I WILL STILL WAIT FOR YOUR ANSWER.

NO MATTER HOW TIRED I AM, YOU ARE STILL MY BOY!

AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST,

OPEN UR HEART, AND THE ANS WILL BE QUITE CLEAR ~

2008-03-28T23:45:00.002+08:00

after so long .
i finally rrealise that he doesnt love me ..

perhaps he tink he loves me.
if loving someone is tat easy to give up.
i believe you wouldnt.
but why must you give up ..
despite all those begging..
iii really do miss you..
everywhere ii go.

yup..
i've forgotten whatever hurts we had.
but can you?
y is it you are the only one who is hurt?
why cant it be me?
in fact, my hole is far bigger den yours..

ii really wans to forget you..
but ii keep telling myself ..
give mark some time..
he will prove everybody wrong.
cause i believe he's ain those type of guys..
but still ..

i will keep tinking of us being tgt in these past 3-4mths..
ii regret boarding the bus.
but does it helps?
i want my qi zai back..
pls ...
it belongs to me ..

ii couldnt take it anymore..

ii noe there are ppl beside me ...

but ii tink now ii really need most is MARK HO ..

but does he knows how ii feel?
i could hardly slp nor eat..
serious..

ii cried everyday just because ii couldnt accept the fact..
ii did leave you alone to tink ..

but at least you could just send a msg or two to tell me how are you doing?
its not ii dont want to give up !
its just tat ii really cant let go so easily..

if everything is so easy..
y must i keep making myself hurts..

ii getting lonely and more lonely le ..
ii really cant take it..

all ii need now is ur ans ~`

GIRL LOVE BOY X MANY TIMES OF MARK

2008-03-24T14:46:00.002+08:00

" __________ "
that was the first time you said that to me.
im hurt.
far worst den what i've said to you.
at least i wouldnt tink it tat way.

ii didnt expect you to have such thnking.
seriously..

tot it would be fine after awhile.
a haunting sentence it is...

hais ......

2008-03-23T00:33:00.002+08:00

no one cares bout me.
including him
wad has he been doing?
i dont noe.

im lonely
lonely am i

does he knows what im tinking or doing?
dont noe

shitty is me.
im shitty

does he ever cares/understand how hurt im?
dont noe..

useless is me.
im useless....

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i dont deserve to live in this world......

2008-03-23T00:29:00.001+08:00

my mind is in a whirl
im totally disappointed.

heart pain..

crying before i sleep has been a habit for me alr.
why must i do that?
i dont noe..

hais ........................

2008-03-17T22:37:00.003+08:00

當世界　不知不覺的變了

有時后　我懷念以前的我

作的夢雖然遠遠的

想像是一種快樂

擁有了　同時也失去什麼

而眷戀　原來會帶來軟弱

你讓我在霧里成熟

心開始曲折

我不想舍得　不想懂得

是誰惹誰　言不由衷

說謊傷害　都是不安犯的錯

怕抱不緊什麼

我不想舍得　不想懂得

誰說割愛　才更深刻

彼此依賴是愛不是負荷

互相照顧就是幸福的

當世界　不知不覺的變了

有時后　我懷念以前的我

作的夢雖然遠遠的

想像是一種快樂

擁有了　同時也失去什麼

而眷戀　原來會帶來軟弱

你讓我在霧里成熟

心開始曲折

我不想舍得　不想懂得

是誰惹誰　言不由衷

說謊傷害　都是不安犯的錯

怕抱不緊什麼

我不想舍得　不想懂得

誰說割愛　才更深刻

彼此依賴是愛不是負荷

能握著手就是感動的

我愿意一秒鐘放棄全宇宙

擠在只有我們緊靠的小星球

我不想舍得　不想懂得

是誰惹誰　言不由衷

說謊傷害　都是不安犯的錯

怕抱不緊什麼

我多不舍得多不懂得

誰說割愛　才更深刻

彼此依賴是愛不是負荷

能握著手就是感動的

(是誰惹誰　言不由衷)

說謊傷害　都是不安犯的錯

怕抱不緊什麼

我多不舍得多不懂得

誰說割愛　才更深刻

彼此依賴是愛不是負荷

能握著手就是感動的

2008-03-17T22:31:00.002+08:00

not only you are the one who is getting hurt.
so do I..

i guess i've wasted 1hr + on the "crap" i talked to you ytd night.
i wanted to hear your reply.
or even some changes in your action.
perhaps you doesnt understand what i want despite saying so clearly ytd..

all ii wan is ur accompany!
all ii need is your time!
all ii would like to feel is your love to me!
is that difficult to show?
hais..

you doesnt understand me at all...

2008-03-05T20:44:00.003+08:00

recently everything doesnt does smoothly.

especially in r/s
hais .

how ii wish everything is same as before.
before he work ..
for now, everything is work work and work..
even off days we could rarely meet up or even talk on the phone.

meet for meals is also difficult ~
even a movie or two must see first..
tired to talk on phone after such long day of work.

lack of sleep?
lack of communication?
lack of interactive?
lack of many many more..

hais ...
im tired of crying.
tears are used up.
heart is broken.
all ii need is just ur accompany ~

imu..................................................

2008-02-26T12:29:00.001+08:00

i guess im alright ? !

hmm

haha ..

but ii still miss him deeply ..

ii doesnt want him to worry so much ...

but as for now

ii can say that

im alright ..

maybe ii just need him to talk to me more ..

girl♥boy X million billion's billion

2008-02-26T11:00:00.003+08:00

i've failed to be a good girlfriend :
i've lied..
im not alright.. ii dont wana be a burden to you when you are working ..
i dont noe how to takecare because you are not beside me..
im useless freak ..
hais ..

[As for sense of security wise, boy zhen de duno wad to do ler, i try y best to sms you whenever i can bah..]

2008-02-26T09:47:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 3RD MONTH !!!!

BOY~
girl really love you so much..
so promise girl that you will hold me tight and never let me go so easily alright..
this is the promise that i can make to you~

recently, i have been thinking too much
perhaps you have started working ..
and its like maybe ii couldnt get used to ur working hours ..
cause we seldom talk less den 1hr each day but sunday we spoke less den 10 sentence..
hmm ..
ii just hope that all these day's thinking is extra ..

ii hope that you are still the same as previously..
this is how ii keep telling myself .
you didnt change
and thats also what you told me.
but these few nights ii keep having nightmare regarding you and me..
normally when i dream of you, that person appearance doesnt turn out to be you..

be recently, im pretty certain that its you !
you MARK HO !
but the dream is about we are quarrelling over small things or sth bad happened..
maybe this is part of the reason why i had a bad feeling that something gona happen..

im sorry to have such thinkings.
but is it cause that im stress ?
but what am i stress about?
could anyone tell me?
maybe the answer is nthing ?
or im trying to find an excuse for my acts..
hais ..
ii feel so down recently..
sorry to create trouble for you, i mean it ..

i've failed to do my best as a girlfriend ~

im sorry for what foolish action i have done ..
sincerely apologise ~

2008-02-24T12:54:00.002+08:00

today is my boy first day of work ..
and im missing him badly le ..
partly cause its weekend and its a whole day work ..
so couldnt meet up with him ..
and starting from today, i guess we could hardly meet up too ..
cause he's working everyday from morning to night .
and me working from morning to evening ..
our time couldnt match ..
thou it's merely walking distance.
but also kinda difficult to meet up ..

ii miss you boy ~
love you =)

2008-02-22T09:50:00.001+08:00

it's all a misunderstanding !~

i love my boy more than i love myself !

2008-02-22T09:43:00.002+08:00

changing of phone
changing of phone
in a few months time if finance allows me .. =)

idea phone : NewEst Model N96

any kind soul willing to sponsor me haha !!!

2008-02-21T17:28:00.000+08:00

im tired
im hungry
im bored
im sick

tu tu tu tu tu tu

...................

2008-02-20T23:02:00.007+08:00

feel like blogging ..
so decided to post some photos ..
ROM + VALENTINE's DAY ..

ROM photos =)

the married couple

my sis

my funky brother in law

heyhey ~

brother in law & sister

while waiting for their turn .. she too excited haha

making pledge:

evidence that they are married under the law !

time to lao yusheng le !

2008-02-15T22:59:00.009+08:00

WA `

ii didnt post for so long.
haha ..

Happy Chinese New YEAR and Happy Valentine day cum Happy ROM to my sis and doreamon.

shall post the photos up when ii get them ..

12feb

having class chalet ..
only 12 turned up ..
Terence, Rone, Kang Hao, Parry, Zilah, Kenneth, Felicia, Mark, Faisal, Amsyar
and three more.. Ali & Yati.. and Puala.
thou quite few, but its kinda a small gathering for us .
so i treasure the time we spend tgt =)
hope to have more of this . hehe ..

spend the time with my sis and doreamon ytd afternoon, cause i was told to take photo for them while they are getting ready for their ROM
after that went to meet boy ..
we ate ice cream cake ytd ..

hehe .

he's my valentine for year 2008 .. =)

im his Valentine for 2008 too

boy made blue roses for me ..
man-made wor .

thanks darling ..

and while eating , we took alot of pics tgt ..
which is the best ? it's all up to you guys to decide haa ..

after that, we went to The Chevrons.
my sis having a chalet there ..
so we spend our time tgt until night den go straight home ..
we had a great time together =)

today went to work despite having not enough sleep ..
kinda tired at work .
but luckily its friday ..
so tml slack !! ..
wahhahaha ~
girl coming my hse make sushi ..
hope we have time for it .. hahas ..

i dont care what the others say or what they think of us.
its not the appearance but how you treat me.
believe in me and we shall carry on forever and ever ..

i love you ..

2008-02-02T22:19:00.001+08:00

some random pic ..

as for message to boy..
girl will try my very best to control my temper and be more patience towards you..
like what you said in ur blog, there are two possibility..
ive tot of the first possibility before..
maybe because of that, that's y i always flare at you ..
but dont worry ..
cause of you always put up with girl's nonsense, ive decided to give in as much as i could
and dont keep thinking of the negative ma..
be more positive yi dian..
cause girl still love you de.
muacks ..

2008-02-02T15:07:00.001+08:00

first feb bday boy ...

2008-02-02T14:40:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was last day of year1.
tot i will be quite happy ..
but when i was listening to show 我不会唱歌，i suddenly miss W25E alot.
the happiness, the crappyness, the cabuting, the black session day we had and many many more.

when i first came into this class, how i wish that i dont want to be in this class.
as many of the people seems damn unfamiliar to me.
and first few weeks, i was having problem with my "EX".
perhaps that's why i dont feel comfortable in this class.
and perhaps many of the student were A student.
whatever the case, i hate being in W25E.
but after few weeks with them, we actually went to breakout 1 together as a class.
that's fun!
and ii can feel the bond.
though after a few times, the number of ppl decline.
but at least the same old group went down and that's CLIQUE!

and of cause, the chemistry in us also increase..
and tats how me and my boy started..

ii somehow miss Terence, Rone, Faisal, Zilah, KangHao, Parry, Amsyar, Chee Heng and of cause my BOY..
thou there are quite few of them here, but it also makes up half of W25E.

ytd was rone bday, the few of us went out to celebrate, thou only 7of us. but we were having a great time.
cause we went to play pool..
how i wish we could lunch out tgt again as a group .
ii miss the fun we were having le..

hope the chalet will be a great time gathering ..
12, 13 feb !! ..
guys pls come !! ..
if not wasted ..

in short, W25E rocks..
let's jiayou for our future tgt ..
and dont forget to look for any of us if you encounter any problems.
i will miss you guys =)

2008-01-28T13:53:00.000+08:00

HMMMM ...

my boy fell ill ~
and he's suffering from it..
hope tat he will feel better tml ?
he didnt came to school today..
so after 3rd meeting..
im gona go his hse look for him ..

THANKS boy for the monkey...
girl LOVE monkey ^^

2008-01-26T23:34:00.000+08:00

today went shopping with BoY ! ..
had a great day with him today.
hope everyday is gona be like this ..

hmmms ..
tml morning need to wake up damn early.
cause ii going malacca with my whole family and doreamon..
we gona buy some new year goodies there ..
especially pineapple tart .
nice nice ~..

boy gona stay at home whole day..
ii miss him now ..
and he gona fall ill soon ..
which makes me kinda worry..
keep sneezing since ytd. and having a bad sore throat..
hope tml will be a best day for boy to rest..

[computing faci-MR NG having chicken pox.]
boy is afraid of being infected cause he haven got one yet..
hahas ..
hmmm ..
dont worry la ..
wouldnt kena dao de ..
*fang xin nah*

`♥girl♥boy♥since2611`

2008-01-26T01:09:00.000+08:00

hehe ..
CNY is coming ..
met shili on the day to take result.
we went to AMK hub to have subway as lunch and to shop ard for dresses and stuff..

my result wasnt tat pleasant.
eng = 6
sci = 8

initially both is 7 before retaking.
glad that my eng pass.
but more disappointed when comes to sci.
but ii get over it le. cause ii still got yr2 or yr3 to retake sci.
luckily, my parents didnt nag at me?? hahas ..

hmmm ..
we spend almost half a day at top20 only.
cause we keep testing the dress ?? ..
and ii bought one white and blue dress for CNY and sis ROM respectively.
ahhas ..
rather excited ? cause ii have dresses to wear after CNY ! yeah ..
hmmm ..

today went to vivo to shop shop ..
saw a pink strip shirt ..
suits boy alot .
and he bought it after trying ..
thou quite ex ..
but it's worth it.
cause boy looks damn good in that ! ..
we are meeting later for another round of shopping ..

hope to see things that we like and doesnt need to pay alot ?? haha ..

*good luck to us*

2008-01-26T00:58:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 2nd MONTH !!

hands to hands we shall walk down the road with more memorable memories ...

我爱你~

旦愿能和你一直手牵手的走下去。

2008-01-21T11:33:00.001+08:00

Credits to my BOY who did my blogskin for me ..
thanks darling ~

muacks

2008-01-18T11:55:00.001+08:00

having a headache now !
*ouch*
=[

2008-01-18T11:25:00.000+08:00

yooyoo ..

life is so boring with enterprise..
well well well ..
daniel is not teaching us today.
so a relieve came.
he's damn boring ..
and im skipping during the second breakout.
result doesnt really matter le.
since with or w/o still C.
might as well go enjoy den bored myself to the max right..
thou having a bad tot, but its still a pretty good idea ..
ii must admit!
hmm ..

two more weeks to term break ..
this term break will end my 1st year in RP.
i must admit again that TIME FLIES.
hmms ..
soon in a matter of few months time, im turing 19 ..
gosh ..
soon i will enter adulthood.
hais ..
hope ii wish time could stop at the moment .
at least im still 10+ teenage i aM ! hahas ..

my boy has cut his hair.
because ii said that he has an untidy hairstyle, he went home to trim
good boy yea
but now he sort of regret ?
l0l .
sorry boy ..
nvm ..
since you gona cut again soon ..
=)

nth to write le.
shall blog other days ..
=D

2008-01-15T11:25:00.000+08:00

halo ..
long time no blog..
WA ..
soon ..
holiday is reaching ..
WAHAHAAHHA ~

ii will start missing W25E ..
the way we joke tgt, we lunch tgt, we bbal tgt, do research tgt, talk tgt, make fun tgt, gather tgt..
lots and lots of things tgt...
time really files, one shot, 3months & more has passed..
what class will i be when we are back from holiday.
who is in my class?
will ii have conflicts with them?
i must re introduce myself again.
must make another batch of frens again ..
will ii not get used to it ?
started learning what my course does, will i get the hang of it?
will my grades improve?
many qs pop oout of my mind...

and soon .
ii will be in different class with my boy ..
will not be seeing him that often le .
will we still be so you mo qi ? ..
haha ..
but no matter wad ..
ii will no change unless there is really sth happened ..

so my promise to boy :
you are my one and only boy ..
girl loves you like how you love girl :)

well well well..
have nth much to blog le ..
so ii will stop here ..
=)

2008-01-08T10:06:00.000+08:00

爱你一万年。。。

你是我的最爱

永远永远爱着你 ! ~

*girl♥boy

只想和你说生我爱你．

2008-01-05T20:42:00.000+08:00

i've put on weight during these few weeks of holiday ..
and now im pretty stress on how to slim back .
just couldnt accept the fact that my hands and legs could grow so big in just few days time.

hais ..
because of this, i do not have much mood
and it strongly affects boy's mood also .

i just wana say [i'm sorry]
but if you could cheer up abit more, perhaps my mood might get better .
so just cheer up bah ??

i'm sorry for making you worried about me.
but please dont over-worry alright.
i'm really fine ..

2008-01-02T01:10:00.000+08:00

woo hoo ~
im here to post my msia photos haa ..

lazy to describe so will just post photos ..
having quite alot of fun there ..
cause its my first overseas trip with my whole family.
thou its quite near .
but hope theres more coming ..

*it was raining when we are up at genting. didnt get to play much either ='(

at penang :

at Genting :

lastly KL :

done-ed =)

2008-01-02T00:22:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR !!

gona turn 19 soon ..
time flies.
its already one year since ii took O's.
WOOTs..
and gona have one more month of studies before my first year of poly end.
WA ~!

ii dont want turn old ?!
haas .

alright ..
ytd went to vivo for countdown.
alot of ppl there ..
and boy is being pull by girl ..cause he dont go for countdown ?
haha
and before vivo ..
went to meet huixian and her boyfren at AMK ..
we were busying taking photos when we about to part ..
haha .

after that we took bus to airport..
plan to dine there ..
but no food for me to eat ?

on the way to airport :

at airport :

after that .. we went to vivo to have our dinner at pastamania .
after that went for the countdown party with my cousin and her bf + his cousin ..
alot of ppl !!
10 .. 9 ... 8 .. 7 .. 6 ... 5 ... 4 ... 3 .. 2 .. 1 ..
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008 !
first time with boy hahas ..
new year resolution : -

with him long long
having good results
good health
wealthy
slim down soon
more luck
prosperity
LUCK
clothes
overseas!

went to laoparsat to have supper after the party ..
hmm ..
sth unhappy happened ..
but now its over =)
headed home ard 3+ with hy because her dad is there to fetch us home ..
boy was left alone in town from 3+ to 5+ !! ..
he was left walking alone i walked from laoparsat to clark quay then to cityhall.
hais ..
and he has been having stomachache few days back.
ytd he had gastric until now ! .
aiyo ..

*gastric faster go away !

we spent the night tgt until this afternoon ..
hmmms ..
hope to have more of this coming..
我的大头，我爱你！
muacks ♥ ♥

2007-12-30T16:53:00.000+08:00

hais ..
Boy health has deteriorate recently.
always having stomach pain
today even vomit .
and he is now busy with his physical training ..
and have not been having enough sleep.

hope he will be fine soon?

pray that boy will be healthy ever~

2007-12-26T11:36:00.000+08:00

WOOTS !

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL !~~

have been 'celebrating' christmas these few days..

24dec
boy hse having party.
so girl went to meet boy to buy some present for the exchange present activity held at his hse party at night.
after we bought our gifts at lot 1.
we headed home.
ITS THE FIRST TIME II WENT TO BOY HOUSE !! hahas ..
[ actually there's 5NA gathering that day but alittle too bad ii couldnt make it.
boy also couldnt make it for his frens ]
but we enjoyed the little moment of ours that day..
boy parents gave girl present !!
and boy gave girl two present + one free gift
one big present and one small one ..
hehe .
thanks boy !!
muacks ~
hope you like mine too kekex ..
and ii got a towel set from the exchange gift activity

after that ..
boy mommy de fren send me home ..
cause its kinda late ..
and we felt quite ps cause she's living ard cck area also..
hmms ...
after ii reached home ard 12+ ..
im worn out
so i went to bath & felt asleep unknowingly....

25dec
Its CHRISTMAS !
boy having a family gathering at suntec for lunch .
at first girl suppose to meet him for movie after tat cause we are watching I'M LEGEND.
but cause my sis and doreamon couldnt make it for that day so we change it to 26dec .
hmms ..
went to meet him at suntec .
his papa asked to intro to his family ..
girl not prepared ! .
but his family quite friendly la !
hahas .
and his granny looks YOUNG! .
and she said that im pretty :)

after that .. we went to walk ard suntec .
den as we turning circles in carrefour ..
we decided to go boy hse for dinner ..
cause boy making girl's fav baked beans for me to eat hehe ..
talking bout food ..
boy's mama and girl de taste about the same ..
or exactly the same .
she likes to eat de = girl like to eat de ..
wahhaha ! ..
hmms ..
after having our dinner at his hse ..
we slack ard his room den his mama pass me his baby photo album
ahha ..
very funny ..
BOY EYES ARE BIG !!!!!!
after that he send me home as usual ?
l0l ...

26dec
HAPPY FIRST MONTH !!
we are going to bishan to watch i'm legend soon ..
hehe ..
hope that we will be having fun today :)

girl ♥ boy lots lots ..

2007-12-23T22:47:00.000+08:00

dont always live in the world of yours..
now the world belongs to me and you
so BOY should share it with GIRL and not by keeping everything to urself.

GIRL will never think that you are nuisance to me..
so you have never ever disturbed girl before ..
so why must lament over such thing?
be more cheerful mahs ..

buyao xintong le la ..
sorry if i've hurt you anywhere?

and for today's matter, girl is sorry also
对不起 !

GIRL ♥ talking to BOY
Girl ♥ smsing BOY
Girl ♥ chatting to BOY
Girl ♥ going out with BOY
Girl ♥ BOY beside ...
Girl ♥ BOY no matter what we are doing =)

我爱你

2007-12-22T13:35:00.001+08:00

2007-12-22T12:47:00.000+08:00

hahas !! ..
the last time ii blog is 2weeks plus ago ..
hmms ..
cause ii went to msia for at least a week ..
photos not uploaded yet .
so shall blog another day ..

ytd ii went to have my hair cut..

my back :

and sides :

feel so sorry for forgetting how boy looked like .. but after my hair cut, boy was having his so call interview marketing thingy for a job at eunos, so he came looking for me & gave me a big shock/surprise!! hahas .. after meeting him, we went home respectively .. sth happened .. and im so sorry .. but its over now =)

&
boy also had his hair cut :

he cut his fringe. hahas. .

hmm..

today..
ii saw elicia blog ..
cause she tag me saying ii didnt view her blog for quite some time.
so ii decided to see how has she been ..
and ii saw that message just for me ..
seriously im touched !! ...
thanks bytch for that message ..

to ELICIA :
girl, its not as if ii dont miss you. after our o's. both of us know that we will be meeting each other lesser bcoz we have our own things to handle. as for you, you need to work extreme hard for ur exam and as for me, i had to work hard for my daily grade as i had not been doing well in sem2.
now finally its holiday, but i had to go msia for one week and after im back. you are gone for ur hk trip. its only after ur hk trip before we can meet. but you are meeting ur mdis frens during christmas. I MISS YOU DEEPLY !
im serious.. do ii sound les? .. perhaps so..
but the ones ii scare that i'll lose as a fren is you & sihui..
guess you two are the ones that im quite close with ..
so pls ..
do contact me when you are back ok??
dont because after exam, den we lost contact ..
im still waiting for you to update me with ur life wor !!..
and our kbox trip ..
well ..
in short ..
you are my girl !! hahas ..
and i'll nv forget you cause you are already in my heart ..
=)

* not to forget my batch of friends : HUIXIAN, JOEL AND LOW RIS
thou we have not been meeting each other, but ii hope that we funky angels can meet up soon ..
ii really wana talk to you girls sia ..
dont PS ME AGAIN PLS !! haha ..

to SIHUI :
LAOPO ! its been more den half a year since we meet up le bah .. and its like we seldom talk to each other regardless of msn, sms or friendster comment.. not to say chat on phone ..
well ..
ii dont noe what have you been doing recently, but ii tried to contact you . and you didnt ans !! ..
hmms ..
scare of losing you as my closest sista, i cried before ..
hmms ..
just hope that we can meet up soon cause ii also had alot to say to you bah .
and ii wana noe wad have you been doing recently.
rem those days in fotang, when dao qin saw you they will ask where is xinling ? and vice versa.
but now ?? cause we haven been going to fotang for few months, so its kinda difficult to have this kinda respone .. hmms ..
perhaps you are working recently that leaves you little time to contact me .
but at least a msg will do ?? =)
hope to hear from you soon ??

to BOY :
sorry for not being by ur side for so many days.
and sorry for letting boy miss girl so much these few days until you dreamt of me ..
l0ls !!
but girl also miss you during the trip.
i have been taking out the little letter boy wrote for me during the trip everyday whenever i have the time wor.
and the jacket, it does give girl warmth when im in genting ?
cause its pretty cold there ..
plus ur pig head ..
its always in my bag whereever ii went sia ..
even if im sleeping, it will be at my bedside ..
cause it represent boy .
thou boy isnt with girl always ..
but boy's heart is already with girl and vice versa ..
now that im back ..
we couldnt hardly meet up these few days also ..
cause ii cant meet in on sun ?
maybe perhaps on monday ?
girl go ur hse to celebrate christmas ?
haha ..
& dont because of my parents do wadeva you dont like kkaes ?
its not worth it ..
cause as long as girl like jiu hao ? so dont bother much about their comment on you.
hmms ..
so just to tell boy that GIRL loves BOY =)

above are all messages to my fRIENDS !! .. cause ii really do miss you guys ..
so pls do leave me a msg will lighten up my day =)

2007-12-08T13:29:00.000+08:00

weeee ```

its been a week !! ..
l0l ..
i have been coughing + flu for more than a week ..

omgs ..
hmmms ..
been sleeping early this whole week le .
not to no avail..
hoping to get well by monday .
so that ii can eat alot of things !! .
if not just meal is not enough for my MOUTH
hehe ..

ok two new korean words to learn :
SONEAI = BOY
YOJOAAI = GIRL

i will be going oversea on the 14DEC !! ..
will be missing yojoaai's soneai ..
but not to worry ..
soneai is already in yojoaai's heart .
heheX

ytd ii skipped enterprise !! ..
couldnt wake up in the morning .
and tend to go for meeting 2.
but when ii reached woodlands..
me and boy went for breakfast at cwp.
after eating its already 11+
so we might as well skip .
since theres nothing for us to do also. .
so we went walking round cwp.
and planning wad to do as well as where to go next..
spend quite a long time deciding on it ..
finally conclude to go to cine ..
haha..
we rent a room to watch "The Illusionist".
its a nice show to watch .
but the room too cold.
and im freezing like hell ..
from den, my mood change ..
having mood swings ..
and it affect boy greatly .
truely sorry ..
hmmm ..

as it was raining outside .
we went to top up boy's card .
den waited for bus 7 for more den half an hr ..
alright ..
to me its waste of time .
cause boy meeting his fren at her hse for steamboat ..
they having a farewell party for a fren .
hmms ..
so we walked to douby ghaut to continue waiting .
waited for another 20+ mins .
bus 7 came !
but its fully packed ..
no choice, but to take mrt home ..
boy walked me home .
den rushed for his gathering .
but it turned up quite late when he reached there .
and due to some problem, he ate alittle despite being hungry .
hmms ..
sorry arh ..
YOJOAAI's fault ..

after he send me home, i watched tv from 7-11..
hahas .
after that . went to bathe and talked on phone with him for awhile and we went to slp ..
=)

today !
as per normal .
will continue watching those unwatched video left in my lappy ..
and waiting for a chance to eat my FERRERO ROCHER given by boy !
they are still waiting for me nehs ..
hais ..

yojoaai ♥ soneai

2007-12-02T16:19:00.000+08:00

woots .
haven been blogging for quite a num of days ..
ahhas ..
ytd was BOY's BIG dAY hahas ..
he was having a concert at VCH..
and of cause ii went to support him..

supposingly going with shili but she had her sch dinner so last min .
so ii had to go with boy's mother cause ii couldnt find another suitable fren to accompany there.
hmmms ..

ii couldnt wear wad i had planned to due to some reasons.
so ii went to borrow dress from my cousin
=)

preparing the whole afternoon just for evening..
l0ls.
cause ii wana let boy know ii can be FEMININE at times.

its my first time wearing dress to a concert except for performance purpose.
so pls be honoured BOY ~! =D

i reached there ard 7pm ; concert starting ard 730pm
met his mother and god mother ard 7+pm .
and we headed in for the concert.
hahas ..

the concert was pretty alright but ..
kent ridge choir really cmi..
GMS hai hao lor..
the best is still WWC hahaha ..
especially with BOY ard ..
he's such a MAN on stage .
and he looks cool + suave when he is performing .
hmmm ..

was kinda afraid nth to talk to his mum.
but it doesnt appears that to be..
hahas..
his mum is FRIENDLY =)

after concert.
we went to esplanade for dinner with his grp of frens ..
took num of pic there ..
and boy send me home as usual .

my straight smile =)

we looked retard, dont we?

my fav pic

the one with dimples rule even thou its fake haha

*doraemon said that i looked feminine
kekex =)
he made my day up
*woots*

BOY MISSED THE LAST TRAIN TO BOONLAY AS WELL AS THE LAST BUS TO HIS HSE.
so he took 67 from my hse and walked home from interchange.
xin ku ni le =(
but luckily ii talked on the phone to keep him accompany.
but i was struggling throughout =X

hmm ..
after he reached home,
we went to bath and turned in .....

^credits to huiying for the dress and watch
+ shili for accompany me shopping ard .
+boy and girl for the photos :P

SUNDAY
kinda tired & woke up ard 11+ after receiving boy's morning msg.
hmms.
was spending the whole day watching different movie/ show.
kinda sian
but ii hope tml dont come too fast
cause im not prepared for sch yet ..
hahas ..
thanks to boy who kept me company.
if not iwill die of boredom.
ate quite of things today.
hoping to kill my fats once this week starts.

i'm going m'sia on 14 dec night
will be there for 6days.
couldnt get to see boy. =(
but nvm .
we shall make full use of this two weeks tgt =P

girl miiss boy♥

2007-11-29T14:24:00.000+08:00

hmms..
recently girl & boy's mood is being ruined unknowingly.
perhaps its my fault that cause him to be moody?
sorry boy ..
if not for girl, you wouldnt have been moody in the first place le =(
as for today,
girl hope that your mood will turn better wor ?

boy is loved by girl ♥♥
imu

2007-11-28T12:50:00.000+08:00

HEYS !!!!

its been few day since ii last blogged??
hmmm ..

MONDAY

♥♥ BOY`GIRL ♥♥
OFFICIALLY

TUESDAY
boy went for his VCH rehearsal
and as usual ii planned to go sch ..
but couldnt wake up on time .
so ii was kinda late?
and no mood to go ?
but ii still prepared my stuff ..
when ii reached station.
damn packed of working ppl ..
omg ! .
its like ii waited 15 - 20 mins just to board the train at aljunied?
so ii gave shi li a call to ask where she is .
but she put on SILENT mood and she was sleeping !!
no choice ii alight at cityhall ..
sat at the platform for few mins ..
gave apple a call .
she didnt go to sch alr due to some REASONS..
hais ..
at first tot of asking her to meet me up for awhile .
but she was slping so nvm..
the train came, and ii board it ! ..
gave shili another call ..
she PICKED UP !!
FINALLY ?
met her at sengkang cause she was asking me to go sch with her..l0l..
ok ..
but turn up ..
we meet for breakfast ..
and she skip lesson .
partly because she is late la ..
l0l ..
her lesson starts at 9am ..
but she's still at SK at 10am lor ..
hmm ..
we changed our destination to chinatown KBOX instead..
hmm ..
sang for 3hrs ?
kinda expensive sia !! ..
cost us 13nett ..
hmm
ii alr broke but ii still go KBOX with her la .
cause its been really damn long since we last sing tgt ..
and its like .
previously we went to kbox few times per week .
and now once every few weeks/month haha :X

hmmm ..
after kbox ..
went walking ard chinatown with boy.
and we stayed put at clarke quay for quite a long time.
sth happened =C
but we are alright now :D

[SORRY its my fault]

WEDNESDAY
having science today..
ii haven been listening in class since dont know for how long liao
but i listened today !! hahas ..
maybe ii wana score well for UT3 ..
or because songning seems scare?
haha ..
he is such a funny + cute + hilarious + happy + humorous + comical + lovable?
ok ..
guess he's favourited by FELICIA ! lol ..

hmm ..
alright ..
guess today its gona be another B day for me .
sob =S

shall update again guys
takecare

2007-11-26T12:25:00.001+08:00

bOy paint this for his only girl on girls's shoe :)

the side of left shoe ..

side of right shoe..

MY SHOE = )

but its only 2/3 done ..
so not yet completed ..
will upload again soon :X

2007-11-25T00:27:00.001+08:00

YOoooos ~ @@
hahas ..

hmmm ..
went to meet shili at orchard today ..
went to buy flats/heels..
shun bian shop for other things ...
halfway through my cousin-huiying joined us :)
its been such a long time since ii saw her ..
hmm ..

well basically ii spent as Followed :

accessories - $12 - $7(shili own) = $5
short white heels - $22
shawl - $7
white skirt + flops = $20
Food + others = $2.80 + $ 3

--------------
estimate value : $60

just few items cost me $60 la ..
hmmm ..
after shopping ..
went to meet mama for dinner .
with auntie jacky + shiqin + jin ..
ate quite alot today ..
perhaps cause boy stomach pain no appetite
so ii ate on the behalf of boy :X
after dinner ..
went to help mama choose specs ..
shes making one ..
whereas ii can only see her make ..
sob ..
she doesnt wana make one for me ..
hmm ..
her specs damn ex .
cost her 300+ .
more den twice of my orange specs ..
which cost me 130bucks nia :)
somemore so nice .
haha ...
well ..
basically nothing much to blog also ..

just tat .
BOY CUT HAIR TODAY !!
so feel like seeing him soon so that i can tease him =D

and we are watching movie tml :)

2007-11-21T22:13:00.001+08:00

boi..
ii not stress anymore le la ..
so dont post sad sad de post la !! l0l :P

ytd same grp as boy ..
hehe :)
hmmm ..
paula helped us took quite a number of pic .
so random post ..
haha ..

my HOT boy

girl`boy de girl ..

he's cute in a way :)

look natural right haha

hehe ..
after sch ..
we went to toa payoh for dinner ..
realised that we have been going to different places for dinner everyday ..
soon we will tour the whole singapore hahas ..

today is a fun day too .
cause science kinda interesting :)
hmm ..
after sch ..
gal and boy went to suntec for dinner ..
on the way there ..
boy wana help gal take lappy ..
ii suggest play "scissors paper stone"
boy lost gal 10games in a row !! ..
ten ok ! lols ..
well quite fun ??.. hahas ..

ii like the way we are now ?? ..
thou doesnt meet the expectation .
but you are my one & only special boy :)
我爱阿仔！
THANKS for EVERYTHING =0

2007-11-19T22:38:00.000+08:00

hellos :)
im here to post again ..
shall show you guys my gathering photos :)

the 89s

& the grp

hmmm ..
ytd went to JURONG BIRD PARK with my family ..
its the first outing ii go out with my whole family :) including doraemon !!

went to have breakfast in the morning ..

me and my bro ( i like his dimples )

on the way

me and my sis

when we reached macdonald :)

after breakfast ..
daddy drive us there

jin & doraemon + jiejie & me

reached there ..
daddy spend 99bucks on us ..
adult cost 18bucks while child 9bucks ..
woots tats simply alot !

hmm ..

PENGUINS

it post for us to take haha

and ii saw this eagle so ii imitate

there's alot of flamingo

my PARENTS ")

kk basically walked past alot of "BIRDS" .. and ii forget all the names ..
so will random show the pic =X

when im in the parrots cage..

we saw this waterfall while continuing our journey ..

so we intend to take one whole grp de there :)
here is with my family.

my daddy

me ?
mummy and papa ( she has a wide smile sia hahax =0 )

jin doreamon jie and me

hahas ..
this is random .
im trying to zilan den she stand behind me ?haha

a tree that looked like ... BOTTLE ?

ok it has big wings ? :X

hahas

a duck ?

they getting married next year :P

the group of us ~

and there's one incident ..
we walked in between two iguana ! hahas ..
ii scare they bite me :X

after JURONG BIRD PARK
daddy drive us to somewhere nearby our hse to have lunch

my lunch for the day :)

after tat ii go home slp :X ...
haas .

alright for today ! ..
ii was late for sch again .
cause ii woke up ard 730am after boy msg me??
perhaps im really tired ?
MRT STATION WAS CROWDED !
ii need to wait two trains after before ii can board ..
hmm ..
reached station jus on time with boy :)

today changed grp.
me with geraldine, bank and parry & MAS ..
today problem's abit de hmm ..
we anyhow throughout sia .. l0l ..

hmm ..
today jeremy msg me in the morning asking whether im in sch not.
den ii told him im doing worksheet and feeling cold ~
he immediately ask a fren of his in RP to send me jacket .
seriously speaking im shocked !
and ii stunned for few mins ..
its the first time ii receive such a treatment .
he's too good to a fren whom he saw once only !! ..
hmm ok ..
shall repay one "rEN QING" back to him someday..
THANKS JEREMY LEW !

after school..
went to the hawker [ kallang airport ] near by house to have dinner with boy.
ii feel like eating sesame and peanut paste so brought boy there ..
before that ii went home to put down my things.
and my daddy saw me !! .
so he called me and asked me where ii go?
l0l ..
at night he asked me : you changed bf again huh ?
its like ok .
ii was sleeping la ..
den suddenly lidat ask ..
so i huh . no ..
hmm ..
after tat ii went to bath ...

[boy, ii really had a fun day with you today..
alot happened ..
especially on train ..
and at cityhall ..
ii miss the moment but you simply like push me away?
perhaps thats y ii abit no mood when we alight?cause im abit sad? hahas ..
but until you tried to cheer me up? den ii started getting back to myself.
okok ..
you should know ii likes you and nobody else ..
ii seriously dont noe what our r/s is now ..
ii miss the hugs..
imu ]

2007-11-17T23:57:00.000+08:00

WOOTS..
halo halo :)

having 5NA gathering today ..
wahahahah ..
kinda fun ?? ..
my frens meeting 11am at Compass Point..
while im still sleeping at home ?
i woke up at 12 noon tis "MORNING"
went to bath and eat my lunch ...
met them 1+ pm at ECP instead ..
ii was late ..
cause ii reached ard 2pm ..
was at home waiting for boy .
cause he say he coming ..
but changed his mind.
l0l ..
nvm
im not angry/disappointed *serious*
hahas .

when ii reached ECP
the guys were ready for blade/cycle..
there were only four cyclist ..
me, shili, boon and clement .
quite a number of them blade.
and few slacking ard .
l0l ..
ii didnt expect to see derrick boon clement and ivan ..
or even kok wei justin and jerry .
l0l .
these are few of those ii seldom get to see ..
hahas ..

we rent our bic for one hour ..
with a package of one hr free ..
the bic cost us 7bucks/hr.
so we cycle ard ..
den rest at the hawker at area E..
they wana have a bite before moving on .
after eating, we headed back to extend the hours ..

shun bian celebrate ah boon bday ..
we sang him BDAY SONG ..
and ppl ard us were looking at us .
hahas .

[[ a auntie suddenly came to ask us how to teach to bic cause her son wana learn but afraid to fall and jerry was teaching him .. i happen to noe his name - WILLIAM ]]

after few of the guys change blade to bic
we headed towards bedok jetty.
on the way to jetty, i lang ga with a gal blading .
damn jialat .
luckily im not hurt in anywhere except my chest sob ..
hahas .
but lmcb la .. =)
took some pics .
but the pic isnt with me now .
so shall blog again ..

after tat we went return the bic ..
and ii head home ..
meet boy at aljunied station at 730pm .
we went to circuit road to have our dinner .
ate hokkien mee & green tea (me) + sambal fried rice & ribena (him) + fries (us) = ard 10bucks..
hahas ..

and again he send me home =)
and on the way back ..
ii saw this cute little kitten..
damn cute..
hmm

ok damn dark
but this kitten damn damn damn small + cute ..
hmm
it keep walking towards us .
wahhahha .
perhaps we looked friendly ?? ii hope so .

never will ii forget the sweet memories we hold now .
* HUGS *

2007-11-17T00:42:00.000+08:00

hellos :0
today ii was late for sch !!
for the very first time in this sem..
ii reached sch ard 950am ..
l0ls ..
overslept??..
on my way to school
saw this ad on panadol
find it CUTE & FUNNY !!

the guy was sneezing too hard that he blow his wife and child offffff...
den his wife held on to his tie with his child holding on the mother's leg and a bear bear on the child leg..
so damn cute la ..
hehe ")

hmm ..
tot today kinda boring but overall time flies
so i think that its ain bored ?
ended sch very early today..
and was quite slacking thou..

went to aljunied to have dinner with boyboy ..
could still rem how you held on to me
treasure the moment when the train reaches cityhall
[boy should noe wad ii mean] hahas

ii ate chicken rice and he ate laksa ..
we talked quite a lot on his past..
maybe cause im curious so ii keep asking..
sorry if i get you remind of the past
cause ii somehow being affected ..
hmmm
shall not brood over it le .
cause ii noe ii have you now
its more den enough .. =D

after eating, he walked me home ..
the journey back is another sweet moment that ii cant forget
hhas ..
especially at the traffic ? and after crossing ? ..
basically everything ?????...

feel like holding on to you and never let go
and always stay by your side
without you, i feel something missing in my life.
perhaps ii simply miss you to the max?
ilu2..

& not to forget ...

BOY BOY LOOKS LIKE A GIRL

2007-11-15T23:35:00.000+08:00

hahas ..
hmmm ..
HALO ! !

tot thurs would be a bad day for me ..
but it turn out different today :X
meet boy at station.
he kinda late today.
so we reached class 3mins before UT
haas ..
saw william today while walking with boy ..
hmmm ..
saw jichuan too :)

UT was atrocious ..
couldnt even ans a single qs !!
omg ..
tink ii gona get a F for UT2 ?? ...
well ..
didnt go tink deeply about it ..
hahas ..

today change grp !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
me, faisal, yati, ben & lVlarrk !! ..
first time saw his name on the same row as mine !!
l0l ..
he finally same grp as me ..
omg ..
its like damn first time ?? !!

perhaps cause we same grp, so i had quite a fun day today ")
ii like the team im now ..
yati faisal is fun too hehe ..
and ii realised my name is always with yati haha =D

FAISAL say i was NOISY today !!
its the FIRST time im N O I S Y in CULTURE??!!..

hmmm ..
ok ..
ii shall carry on be myself haha ..

after school.
finished RJ in class..
wahahahaha :X ..
after that..
went to AMK hub with boy .
cause faisal and kanghao doesnt wana tag along ..
hmm ..
we walked the whole AMK hub before eating as foodcourt is crowded.
boyboy CAN be a vegetarian after following me :X
HAD FUN WITH HIM TODAY :)
especially on train ..

ii like the way we are on train.
having fun all the time.
& perhaps you didnt noe that..
when you said im ur secret with tat action ..
im smiling to myself in my heart =D

2007-11-15T10:40:00.000+08:00

halo ..
im here to upload some photos that ii have not uploaded haha ..
its been ages since ii do so ..
so let the photo do the talking ...
hehe :)

boyboy bought this for me hahas ..

my mama bday

this is our W25E gathering :

2007-11-15T10:19:00.000+08:00

halo guys ..
hahas ..
due to tiredness after finishing RJ i went to bed w/o blogging.
promised boy to sleep early
hahas ..
but my early is after twelve ..
hmmm ..

ytd meet boy at station again
he damn early ..
and im late :(
cause ii woke up late ..
hahas ..

ytd lesson was slacking ..
ii slacked throughout..
we are asked to ans worksheet questions only.
so as told, we copied friends answer and was trying to understand how we derived the ans..

after school.
we went to cwp to have our dinner as "I"m" hungry haahs ..
after dinner ..
we spend quite a long time deciding where to go next..
standing in front of the map for quite long we finally decided to head towards changi airport.
hahas ..
we went to 7 PLACES today ..
mainly JURONG EAST !
Woodlands - Jurong East - Clementi - Boon Lay - Tanah Merah - Changi Airport - Tanah Merah - Aljunied.
we pass by Jurong East 3 times .. ( 4times for boy)
hahas ..
we went to terminal 3 !!
its damn fascinating
BEAUTIFUL !!
we went to mac at terminal 2 after appreciating the beautiful of 3.
hahas ..
wanted to take skytrain but in the end closed -.-
hmmm ...

ate mcflurry .. =)
after eating..
boy send me home ..
we had fun in the mrt train ..
hahas .
its boy first time playing those childhood hand game ..
hehe
we looked retard but sweet in the inside wahahahaa :X

after ii reached home, ii fell asleep immediately when ii lie on my bed ..
force myself to woke up ard 10+ pm to bath ..
hmm ..
helped daddy do sth before writing my RJ ..
overall today was fun :) [with boy]

"]

2007-11-13T22:48:00.000+08:00

halo ~

having UT early in the morning today.
first time meet boy so damn early.
830AM !! ...
its a miracle that he actually reaches earlier den me ..
can you believe it ?
hahas ..
sorry that im late :X

ii hate tue ..
partly cause of the module?
brings my mood down ..
trying my best to entertain others as well as myself le.
but classmates tot that im insane =(
hmmm ..
well .
perhaps ii shall not do all those extra things anymore?

hmmm ..
today presentation was a piece of shit..
hais ..
ii wonder why im not good in speaking up during presentation.
why my english failed me ..
hmmmmmm ..
ii wana improve..
but how can ii ? except reading storybook ..
well..
im simply jealous ..
how come they have many idea whereas im left with none ? ..
ok..
ii dont noe wad to say ..
grrr .....
ii hate felicia ..
ii hate HAN XINLING
ii hate MYSELF ...
living in this world is such a torture ..
haix ....

hmmm ..
as usual after sch , boyboy send me home..
but before that ..
we go cwp makan ..
we ate at MOS burger..
hmmm ..
spend quite a long time at MOS
as i was trying to finish my drink .

and again he walked me home..
wei le send me home.
he reached home kinda late.
feel bad ..
but sweet at the same time =p
THANKS FOR SENDING ME HOME AND THE MEMORIES :)

i like the way the both of us are tgt.
even if its unofficially but its kinda obvious?
i wished that the time could stop in the train?
i like the way you touched my nose =)

当时间一分一秒的过去，在不知不觉中，我发现我已经深深的爱上你了。
是你让我有心跳的感觉，又让我为你朝思暮想。
只知道我是越来越喜欢你了。
只想这样和你走下去。。

2007-11-12T22:27:00.000+08:00

好想马上建立起之间的默契，并且和你在一起。

hidden secret..
can anyone guess the meaning behind it ?hahas =)

FUN

2007-11-12T13:47:00.000+08:00

hmms ..
today ii manage to wake up :)
tot couldnt wake up cause lack of slp recently.
hahas ..

meet him at woodlands mrt station this morning ..
boy FIRST time ever so early for class.
wahahha ..
he always late late late late late ..
nv early de ..
but today he reached class before 915am .
cause of my motivation wahahahah :S

class was ok today,
tot it would be sian.
but A112 today quite fun.
its about Quantities ..
spend one hr break to figure out the programme to it sia ..

ii like to do this kind of maths .
but in the end ii get a headache out of it.
damn need to use brain juice sia..
ii have no more to produce also ..

hmmm ..
other than the programme to work out ..
there's additional things to work out ..
its about the binary numeral system thingy.
BoY was the one who found out such a thing.
he's such a genius man ..

this is few examples of it :

0 = 0
1 = 1
10 = 2
11 = 3
100 = 4
101 = 5
110 = 6
111 = 7
1000 = 8
1001 = 9
1010 = 10
1011 = 11
1100 = 12
1101 = 13
1110 = 14
1111 = 15

cool ba ...
hahas !!
ii tink tis cool ..
wahahaha ..

perhaps that's how im being attracted to ....

2007-11-11T22:53:00.000+08:00

I miss HO SIHUI !!
my DA LAOPO ..

not to left out GOH SHILI
my DARLING aka GAL ...

pls dont leave me alone :(

2007-11-11T21:42:00.000+08:00

hmmms..
couldnt get to slp ytd ..
so chat with boy till 5+am in the morning .
plan to have breakfast tgt but in the end change our mind..
ii force him to slp .
and ii went to slp at ard 6+am ..
woke up at 11+ am ..
meet him 130pm at aljunied mrt station .
we went to have our lunch tgt instead..

took bus 80..
once we board the bus, there's a fight happening.
the bus stationed at the bus stop for quite long.
and we were like pretending nth happen..
continue discussing where to go for lunch?
hahas..

finally we decided to go srg DA ZHI RAN ..
had baked rice + roti prata with ham and cheese + ice milo = 16bucks for both
after tat walked to kovan ..
tinking of getting sth for my mama for her bday tml.
didnt get any..
so we went to PS..
intending to get her a scarf..
but couldnt find one until i stop at Action City
den saw this massage thingy .
kinda cute.
so tot of buying that for my mama cause ii tink she needs one ??
hahas ..

after tat we went to carrefour to shop for my sour plum .
but didnt get any..
there's an auntie quarrelling with a promoter ..
she keep Fck me here and there ..
damn rude.
her english was like damn broken .
couldnt speak english and she was like shouting and screaming in ENG as thou she's not at fault.
hear le also pek chek ..
after searching ..
we give up cause there's no sour plum la ..
hmmm ..

ii bought my contact lens solution at WATSON..
a brand new one ..
3bottles for 23bucks..
each bottle provide a free lens casing.
damn cheap ..
hope its nice to use ? haas

after deciding for so long .
we decided to train to AIRPORT
ii wanted to go there with him since few weeks ago aha ..
we saw a group of JAP student at the airport.
think they just arrive sPore ? lols ...
ii like their uniform ..
ahh ..
hope to go there study for awhile ? lols ..

we bought a small cup of cappuccinos at Macdonald.
it was really a small one haha .
sth happened halfway which made me feel abit ps ..
haha ...
after that, we went to the viewing hall to view aeroplane ..
hehe ..
there's this super big aeroplane - two storey haha ..
ii wana fly in that aeroplane sia !!
ii feel like flying now ..
ahhhh !~~

ii enjoyed going out with boy ..
thanks for carrying my things for me and my wallet in ur bag :)

hmmm ..
we stayed at 730pm ..
den ii needa meet my mama for dinner le .
so we train back to aljunied .. and he continued his journey home
hahas ..
ii meet mama eat at lor 27 geylang ..
first time there ..

YES FOODS AND BEVERAGES PTD LTD

we had Fresh Vegetable Noodle in Almond Sauce with a set of Dessert(red bean soup) and Salad. + a pocket Salad + a cup of Avocado Oat Milkshake which cost = 8 + 4 + 3 respectively ..
over all the food was nice :)
healthy food hahas ..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MAMA & LOW RIS & GEORGE ..
their birthday is on the 12 NOV .. hahas ..

......

2007-11-10T23:59:00.001+08:00

& ya forget to post sth ii damn sad about ..
my fav watch ii bought with her also spoilt..
hais .
was washing my leg with the sea water on thurs ..
my watch happened to touch the water..
or water happened to go into my watch la ..
den kena ..
hais .
top part of lcd canot see ..
damn sad !!

my fav specs lost + my watch spoilt ..
both ii buy with shili de lor ..
and both my fav ?? !!
y sia ??
boy and kh was telling me maybe they sacrifice to avoid misfortune ?
ok ..
just hope that wad they said come true
so its worth it .
if not who wana pay me back my watch :(

2007-11-10T23:25:00.000+08:00

yooo ..
get to noe alot things today..
vegetarian canot eeat tiramisu !!
my fav ..
ii ate with boy before :)
hmm

shall list out the ingredients that vegetarian canot eat :

animal products :

Calcium Stearate
Lecthin
Emulsifiers
Enzymes ( ii not sure y this canot be eaten sia )
Fatty Acids
Gelatin
Glycerol
Glycine
Glyceryl
Glyceral
Magnesium Stearate
Mono & Diglycerides
Monostearates
Olcic Acid
Olcin
Oxystearin
Palmitin
Palmitic Acid
Pepsin
Polysorbates
Rennet
Sperancell
Stabilizers
Stearic Acid
Stearin
Triacetate
Tween
Vitamin 136

for CHOCOLATE with the number E :

120
140-141
153
161-161g
252
270
280
322
325-327
352
385
404
422
430-436
450
470a-b
471
472a-f
473-478
479b
481-483
491-495
509-516
526
540
542
545
552
570
572
585
623
627
631
635
640
904
920

done these are all that ii couldnt consume :)

ok.. ii saw tat ..
and im simply jealous la ..
dont noe y ??
maybe ii shouldnt have.
but from her blog ..
ii saw ur name with <'3
only few ppl have that .
and you are under one of them
so ii suppose she likes you?haas..
nvm ..
ii shall try to convince myself its not :)

hmm .. today chu yi . went to zhong li ( my fotang )
learnt quite alot from there..
one of them is ..
must have clean de 心灵.
and must not get jealous easily.
unless that particular person is handicapped.
you did not worked hard for it so dont get jealous of ppl easily.
and another is ..
dont go for appearance.
might look great on the outside..
but is that person clean in the inside?
as long as she/him is hygiene, y must bother about the looks ? ( ps, ii dont noe how to say in eng.. direct translation. so might sound weird)

sounds kinda true to me sia ..
y must ii jealous of so many ppl sia !!
ii shld be content with my life ahha
ok !! ii shouldnt get jealous easily den aha :)

2007-11-10T18:57:00.001+08:00

someone's secret is gona be reveal tonight :)
waiting ..
still waiting..
waiting waiting waiting waiting ..
hahas :P

2007-11-10T16:46:00.000+08:00

If you've found someone you liked
be known your love to him/her
dont be afraid of losing
if not your chances will be slimmer.

hahas.
nth to do so just post something that considered "meaningful" lols..
hmm ..
ii slept ard 8+ ytd ..
and woke up 1+ in the afternoon today.
can see how tired im ??
my whole body ache dao ~
ok . thats because ii lack of exercise?
or rather over-exercise?
l0l ..
learning how to bike is fun !
perhaps thats because ii didnt fall ..
hmm .

next target is to BLADE..
who wana teach me ??
just tell me except him !!
pls dont come near me ..
lols !!

will be going fotang later..
tink today CHU YI bah ..
wahaha ..
tml is sunday !!
for goodness sake, sch is reopening ..
and i gona be sian sian sian again ..
UT is tue ii suppose
lazy to look at my grades..
hais !!
hope no sch !!
gona have fun everyday is also fun haha :)

2007-11-09T14:38:00.001+08:00

hahass..
came back from W25E bbq..
finish bathing and catching some sleep which i haven done so ytd?..
lols ..

ytd was FUN!!!
at least tot it would not quite sian cause the guys were complaining very sian.
hmm ..
not many came . bit disappointed.
hmm .. ard 8. calvin came with his gf.
we were having our dinner with him at the hawker.
mark bought a super nice ice-cream waffle for me!
it costed 5bucks & its the last piece.
thou quite full after few bites.
but had to force myself to finish it.
and mark !! ii tink you dont noe im angry about you !! :P

overall fanastic!!
especially the ton-ing part.
a little pity more couldnt stay.
hahas.
kanghao, parry, jessica me and mark were having a GREAT time pps, hahas.
we played couple of games ..
and went cycling ard..
and ya !!

it was my SECOND time CYCLING !!
parry tot me how to cycle.
and the bic is like damn long for me !
my legs could hardly touch the ground??!!..
i hate blue black all ard my legs sob :(
BUT ii cycled all the way to changi with mark and kh ..
l0l !!
damn great and fun .
=)

while waiting for the sunrise, we headed to bedok jetty .
SOC and me went to cycle ard..
having fun ? lols ..
but ii fall quite a few times ..
thanks to him arh =)

one thing to add..
there were 4bics with 5 ppl..
so gona guess how the 5 of us travel yea ? :X
we collide and almost fall sia ..
he hurt his foot :(
but think it gona be alright ") hahas

we rush for sunrise !!
hhas ..
its like there were many obstacles course along the journey to jetty.
we were like ouch here and there ? lols .
funny incident!!
but .. cause of the clouds.
was raining today morning ard 5??
makes it quite a unsuccessful sunrise but the weather is nice :)

hmm .
ii lost my fav specs !!
hais ..
keep searching ard the place i walked past..
in the end couldnt find it ..
ii regret not wearing it man .
hais ..
cause its the last piece so ii couldnt get one anymore.
and i couldnt get the same pricing even if there is spare..
cause its a special offer !!
to whom who took my specs, can you pls kinda return.
wad for taking ppl's specs with degree.
thats my fav specs man..
ii simply love it to the max ..
hais !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THANKS to MARK, KH, PARRY and JESSICA..
they were helping me search like siao especially SOC hahas ..
in the end get a piggyback &massage from him =)
*sweet*

went to have "breakfast" at parkway..
after tat went to arcade and headed home ..
tiredddssss ....

2007-11-08T10:29:00.000+08:00

hmmms ..
woke up kinda early today..
perhaps excited ?lols ..

things getting weird ..
ytd PRINCE talked to me !!
today FROG talked to me!
its like after 9months you come telling me i got things left behind with you ?
tats random..
and its like after one month den you show concern about me..
abit too late??..

TODAY WILL BE A BETTER DAY!!
hope to have fun at ECP sia ~ ")

2007-11-07T23:53:00.000+08:00

世上最远的距离不是你站在我面前，
却不知道我喜欢你
而是彼此相爱却不能在一起。

does this sound familiar ?lols ..
ok im a copyCAT too ..
but mine in chi version haha ..
so not considered !! ..

hmm ..
went kbox today..
spend 15.50 on it cause today public holiday .
broke man .
after k went to vivo ..
saw mark and his fren douglas..
shop vivo for few hrs ..
was helping STEPH with her high tea thingy ..
while shopping, she found a job!! hhas..
as sales assistant.
well cause she was with me ! so ii brought herluck :P

hmm ..
ii bought a white FBT with orange strip ..

im broke !!
totally .
who wana sponsor me ??
ii sure go out with you l0ls !!

2007-11-07T11:05:00.000+08:00

hmmm ..
SORRY for showing attitude?
ytd indeed having swings.
after crying and finish washing up,
ii do feel better.
THANKS!

misses the time on4th.
hope theres another 4th coming.
hmmm ..

will be going kbox later !! ..
who wana come along ?? ..
hahas ..
at lucky chinatown ..
=)
2pm-7pm !! ..

& ii feel better le so dont frown too :)

2007-11-06T21:29:00.000+08:00

WENT to KBOX with SHILI today..
considered fun??
dont noe ..
im tired ..
hmm ..
didnt sleep well last night ..

and when i got back home ..
there is this Fcuknig tikopek standing at my doorstep looking at me ..
asking how much!!
FCUK him to the hell.
do ii look like one who sell ..????
damn pissed off..
affect my mood ..
stared at him, hoping to kick his ass off man ..grrrr...

tml willbe going kbox again with STEPH:D

hope my mood will get better soon hais ..

2007-11-06T21:21:00.000+08:00

dont noe what im thinking ..
feeling vexed enough ...

just feel uncomfortable.
y must ii ??
not sure..
after seeing that, i couldnt be sure of what im thinking about?
confused?
perhaps..
or its already obvious enough?

no action how ii noe?
ahhhhh..
what am i thinking ?? ..
ii dont noe ..
ii dont wana start !!!

y must you pretend as thou nth happen ?
ii cant.
treating me hot and cold.
couldnt stand it ..

sorry if ii show attitude ..
ii dont noe la !!

2007-11-05T22:53:00.000+08:00

YtD went to have breakfast with mama, sis and her bf..
had two piece of roti prata(egg and zero) ..
there's DA BAO, tofu goreng, mee siam too !!
damn full .. haha ..

after that went to shili house to get sth from her ..
chat with her for awhile before leaving..
went home to have a bath den meet mark'marrk.

we went to east coast !! ..
walked from C to E ..
hahas ..
had fun throughout ..

HAIR damn messy LA ..
cause WIND damn big also haha
FOR INFO : C to E takes us more den an hour to reach..
after east coast, we went to ParkWay to have our dinner ..
MOS and TIRAMISU .. haha ..
had a fun day with him :)
after tat, we headed home..

today plan to go see doc ..
in the end cancelled.
meet shili for MOVIE SESSION ..
watched SUPERBAD - a SUPER BAD show la !! ..
wasted 7bucks ..
whole show was F*** here and F*** there .. stupid !!
hmmm ..

after tat we went to buy fruit tart and durian sponge cake..
went to her house downstair de void deck enjoying our food .. haha .
hmmm ..
SIAN !! ..
bad news from her ..
*SHILI : dont sad le kk, guys are all the same! dont expect them to change or even believe what they say. They are all BULLSHIT!! I'm always here for you.. you have lots of frens too :) cheer up kkaes :P *

well .. tml O's last paper, just hope that i could ans all the qs despite not learning them :P

2007-11-02T22:14:00.000+08:00

TODAY PHY PAPER WAS RELAXING ..

plan to go SENTOSA after that..
but change our plan last min ..
we went to kbox after our breakfast ..
hahas ..
had fun in kbox la .
but that was until when we are about to go ..
cause our voice wasnt with us when we sing for the past 5hours..

mange to sing the songs that ii wanted too .. :)
overall . enjoyable day ??

tml will be having dinner with my family cause my mama chi bday..
monday gona go see doc ..
tue going kbox after o's..
wed going out with MEI and friends.
thurs-fri morning sentosa with W24E and evening east coast with W25E.
sat fren chalet..

next week damn pack omg !!

2007-10-30T15:37:00.000+08:00

today totally no mood ..
dont noe y..
perhaps tired ??
perhaps the pain in my body makes me moody?
perhaps .........

well . wadeva the case, i hope the basketball later will be fun ..

shall post some of the photos taken on sun ..
went TG to have my 家庭读经日.
took photo with shiqin haha

hope to go out with her soon sia .
cause this year we wouldnt be going overseas together le :(
next year ! haha ..

after that, went to meet laureen and nana to collect our re-vantage card but in the end they say it will be send to our hse. .so kinda waste of time to go there la ..
hmm

went to laureen's working place after that ..
photos to be shown :

introduce "MY" company

the three of us haha

me and little boyboy

we are trying to kiss him

laureen and nana

im working there :)

nana and me =)

hahas ..

im pleading her not to be so fierce haha

models !! ( i noe i look fat :( )

trying to be hot ??

i stand damn straight la !! haha

TWIST

last pic

and take a look at this ..
wad you tink of ?haha .

hmm ..
im waiting for my ice cream and waffle !! hahas

2007-10-29T21:44:00.000+08:00

hahas ..
went to macperson sec today to take o's ..
woke up quite early
P1 was fine but not enough time to tink of better things to write..
P2 was alright too .. but ii dont understand passage B. :)(:
hmm ..
after o's ..
meet shili at srg..
went to PS watched BROTHERS..
nice show !!
ii like .
but abit violent la ..
killing scene all over .. blood !!!!!
haha ..
we ate MOS as our lunch ..
and ii bought a 2 in 1 white pearl eyeliner + eyeshadow at watson ..
saw this set of foundation .
it provide with two cake powder + foundation case + small pouch .. cost up to 60bucks .
but now offer to 33+ ..
ii want to buy ! but no money :(

hmm ..
after shopping, we went home respectively..

MARK MARK AKA SOCTONGPUS haha ..

TROUBLESOME

2007-10-28T19:08:00.000+08:00

have ii let go ??
do ii miss you ? you ? or you ?
ii couldnt get my mind straight ..
hais ...

2007-10-26T23:26:00.000+08:00

today suppose to be a happy day ..
after first meeting of enterprise which ended quite late.
we do not need to attend meeting two .
so break for 4hrs !! ...

well, went to causeway with a big grp of peeps.
went there to have our breakfast + lunch .
thx to W25E. because i have nth to eat in sch.
so WE decided to go causeway.

mark was normal ..
but suddenly mood swing ..
his mood wasnt there the whole day..
hope his doing fun now :)

well ..
went home quite late today cause stayed back in sch with mark, parry, kang hao and jessica.
we were gaming in our sch library ..
lols :P

hmm . overall had a kinda normal day today if mark's mood is better...

2007-10-24T21:47:00.000+08:00

WA so long didnt blog le la .
lols ..

This few days having fun in W25E ..
like quite blonded tgt ..
but might not know the future..
hahas ..

watched SAW 2 ytd ..
gross movie ..

stupid guys ..

saw JASON TAN at AMK hub ytd !!
he was with his grp of frens eating MOS ..
lols ..

hmm ..
having o's recently..
sci practical GONE CASE !!
absolutely . guarantee . totally . completely . utterly .

OMG ~~
nvm ..
hmm ..

took CHEMISTRY today ..
just studied in the morning ..
but.. whatever ii studied didnt come out ..
so again CMI ..
jialat me ..

shall only pray that i will pass if not ii need to retake again ..
troublesome la ..
hope no need to pass sci also can take my diploma cert successfully.

well..
went to airport on sun .
meet shili to study ..
we brought our laptop and books there .
but due to no connection to nternet, we didnt study
in the end ..
slack lor ..

some stupid act ..

we had our bear bear biscuit ..

she trying to be small ..

our cool + fierce pic haha

looked so blur right ?? :Z

nice one taken at least..

we exchange our specs

we catch hold of me looking at shuai ge haha

my very straight angle :X

our last pic

bye haha

2007-10-17T12:36:00.000+08:00

YTD UT sucks ..
didnt manage to finish it ..
hais .
i hoping for a B lor ..
hmm ..
nvm ..
after UT ..
ii meet shili for k session ..

eddie didnt work today. .
damn sian ..
shili voice fly away ..
my voice haven warm up ..
cant sing at all .
hahas ..

till eddie came, den we started getting in tune ..
sang few songs with eddie ..
haha ..
he can really sing ..
except for few high notes ..

after tat . we went to collect our specs ..

this is how ii looked like with my new specs hha

after k ..
we went to TPY to have our dinner ..
den proceed to night class.
second last lesson wor ..
and it was raining heavily la ..
hahas ..

comparison of w and w/o specs

think ii looked abit retard with my specs right ..
hais ..
like too small for my big face ..
sob ..
haha ..

today is a tiring day ..
ii dont feel like going to sch at all .
but mei ban fa .
so force myself up ..
but ..
now ..
slacking ..
doing nothing .
and dont feel like doing anything ..
hmm ..
just hope tat everything end fast .
so can go home early ..
who can help me !!!!!!!!!!!
im freaking tired ..
hais ..

tml SCI UT ..
SCI practical ..
haven even practise once this yr ..
how am ii gona pass ??
who can help ??? ..........

2007-10-13T00:13:00.000+08:00

HALO GUYS ...

ii wana post something happy :)
hahas ..

Thurs we had our class photo taken !!
too bad ALI isnt ard with us ..
if not it will be a prefect W25E photo .. :p

actually the photo shld be just me and zilah ..
but suddenly all came into pic ..
so wahaha .
but its a nice one taken :)

basically they are pointing at me :S

our first class photo ..
all 24 except ALI ..
with our relieve faci ..
he's a GOOD faci ..
ii prefer him to my original one ..
hahas

informal pics :)

we gals meant to act muscular and guys gay ..
but haha ..
nvm ..

well after taking the photos ..
we continued our 3rd meeting .
and ii went off early ..
woohoo..

went to meet shili as ii mention early ..
we went to little india den bugis ..
my dinner for the day ..
damn ex la .. 430 !!..
hmmm ..
expensive food court wor ..
hahas ..

we bought watches & MR HAPPY hahas ..

12OCT.
plan to meet shili after my lesson ..
who knows she send me a msg telling me she fall ill !! ..
you arh ..
always dontwana slp early ..
pls dont wana takecare
of cause will sick la ..

den she say we not meeting le ..
aafter sch went to pay my school fees at hougang OCBC ..
ii asked her accompany me ..
wahhhaha ..
she sick le ..
lidat we no need go kbox le .
lols ..
and we intend not to go le ..
cause we just bought specs for ourselves . which cost 130bucks each ..

damn eX so we budget dont go kbox le ..
lols !!

hmm .. ii receive the photos at xiao di bdae le .
wahhahaha

his bday cake !!

when he is cutting ..

looked at his face

looked at them ..
siao lor !!
didi so fit sia .. !!

MY FAMILY !!

the grp of us ? ?

me and lun //\\

xiao di opening his present and making speech wor .. lols ..

me and bYtch .. ok we looked fat !! haha ..

finally bday boy ( xIAO DI ) and me

ii will get some more photos from cw ..
den post it up lols ..

but till now ..
tats all !! :)

2007-10-11T14:19:00.000+08:00

This FUCKING serene !!!
pls !!!
HELL

ii dont tink that my presentation is that weak la ..
shall show you all the comment she gave me !!!

kk its damn blur ..

its ...

Xinling, I am glad that you are aware speaking up more and generating discussion help. I am looking forward to more contribution as you concluded.
Your main weakness this week is you laughed too much and did not show that you were serious at all when you present. This alone affects 3 components of assessment: confidence and body language; spoken language; ability to engage audience.
In discussion, you need to work on asking more questions and generating useful ideas. You can always ask me for advice.

yaya ..
ii didnt noe laughing too much is a weakness seh ..
hmm ..
wad de hell to her la ..
she really is sot lor .
crazy faci ..
go and die !!!

2007-10-11T13:26:00.000+08:00

ytd was wed ...
having science as usual ..

after ppt .. ii go home ..
den ah boo say he going out ..
den he asked me tag along .
so meet him and john sir at cityhall ..
we went far east to shop ..
shop dao ~~
damn tired ...
fun day with them too ..

today we had relieve faci ..
cause our faci bro wedding ..
best la !!
ii prefer my current relieve faci ..
hop he take over her ..
with him .. ii dont mind going sch everyday
hahas .
he's a fun faci la ..
hmm .

meet laureen and WT for lunch .
we went to booklink to buy tibits ..
den find one spot to sit ..
as we started eating ..
there's this two lady walking towards us ...
den they ask us to do survey for them
so we agreed ..
cause just survey ma ..
举手之劳

after surveying .. ( about christinity )
this gal started talking bout christian stuff ..
im a buddhist ..
ii got my religion to believe in ..
she keep saying all weird stuff .. which im least interested in la ..
hmm ..
laureen and WT totally ignored ..
only me listening ..
cause its like if all three ignore will be very rude la..
so ii ans her qs all these ..
ii abit regret doing so la ..
hmm ..
when she about to finish .
another gal chip in . and two other ppl came..
den that extra who chip in ask me qs !!
she say wad .. if you are in trouble do you have someone to pray to ?
den ii say ya ii have.
she say den does she help you solve the problem ?
do you feel peaceful and stuff ..

WTH you testing my patience izzit mdm !! ..
Fuck you den you noe .
im damn pissed ..
ii started to argue with her ..
she doesnt repect my religion at all ..
ii said 天机不可泄漏

one guy started laughing .
i really damn pissed la ..
very funny izzit ..

den one gal pull that extra . .
and they ended the conversation ..
pls la . outsiders ..
not our sch de come our sch for wad sia ..

im bloody sure if you continue .
ii will fight with you ..
dont tot you got more ppl you will win .
HELL ..
damn damn pissed off ..
ggggrrrr .... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well . meeting shili later .
hope my mood gets better ..

2007-10-09T15:15:00.000+08:00

6OCT , SAT

its xiao di birthday !!
hahas ..
me and shili went to kbox early in the morning till afternoon .
den shop for his bdae present ..

she got a blur face haha

stupid xiao di behind us .. *hmph*

while waiting for taxi ..

PS some of the pics taken is still not with me .. will upload another time ..
had a fun day at the chalet .
playedd card and finger guessing game ..
hahas !!
the cake is nice too :)
btw HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO XIAO DI !!

TODAY IS LAUREEN BIRTHDAY !
happy birthday to you :)

here showing you my new classmates pics - W25E ..
terence trying to act hip-hop haha :P

zilah, jasvin, yati and me :)

terence and amsyar ( AMY )

terence + zilah =

we are trying to bash him

our sweet princess :)

this is benjamin

kang hao in action

our shuai shuai de calvin

me and kenneth

terence and me

recently almost everyday same grp as him ..
for this week ..tink 3 days haha
he keep saying my character and his EX totally the same ..
WAD DE !!
me is me ..
she is she .. aha

my grp for 9oct - cognitive

this is W25E

ytd ii bought 旺旺小馒头

me terence calvin keep eating lols ..

me and my gals took this pic tgt

END OF DAY !!

2007-10-04T23:54:00.001+08:00

MALEI helped me with the make-over ..

SHE is MA LEI !! hahas ..") THANKS GAL ..

marsha and me :)(:

boo ~

*twist*

*twisttwist*

4oct
my cute classmates and me went to a talk together

tat talk was a crap lols .
we just went for the CE points ..
after tat we went back to class..
my classmates were making their skit as today we do not need to use powerpoint to present haha ..
fun la ..

but sth happen which made me kinda sad .
cried in class ...
hais ..

-- my belt arh ..
yue lai yue jialat .
today wear belt like didnt wear lidat ..

den ask shili to buy me one .
lols ..
we bought me a STAR belt ..hehe :) thx ..

well . gona have a good night slp with my bro and parents in master bedroom ..
ii dont wana slp alone..
ii scare ii cry
haha
tink im not strong enough ..

nights guy ~

2007-10-03T14:46:00.001+08:00

tink she gona kill me if ii post this ..
cause both of us looked fat haha ..

at her dad's car .. woo hoo

she's trying to act cute haha ..

we cute right XD

kukux face -.-

here comes the XI, NU, AI, LE

1) XI

2) NU

3) LE

4) LE

happy sunday ~

tuesday night class ..

this is how ii smile

this is how ii act emo

this is my real sad face

we guai guai lei..

looking at what she's writing

booo

the show that we watched ..

we shared the same slipper

tata here comes our photo ..

bleahx =P

we are the ZILIANs ahha ..

shili sweet gal ..
she wrote sth for me ..

[[ To my dearest 韩欣玲
Cheer up ! 不要因为他而难过，要开开心心的过日子！Prove to him that 没有他你也能过得很好！！
Remember whatever you are going thru now is just an experienced. it will be over soon ! cheer up !
loves <3 shili =""> ]]

damn sweet of her la lols ..

for my make-over pic ..
ii haven take ..
will take and upload again ..
lols ..
wee o wee =)

one and only pIc

2007-10-03T14:32:00.000+08:00

when to meet shili on sat ..
we went to cp starbucks to study ..
meet her evening 6pm +
we studied till 8pm ..
den we went to arcade to play the drum .
this drum is not as fun as bishan drum ..
haha ..
we damn crazy bout that la ..
and we IMPROVED !!
ahha ..

after tat ..
we went to buy our dinner ..
and had dinner at her place ..
i had the urge to stay overnight at her place, then i called my mum to ask for permission.
she agreed !!!
hahas ..

so we spend our night chatting to each other ..
we had a fun day sia ..
at ard 11+pm ..
we went to cp 7-11 to buy some tibits ..
basically we spend the night chatting, watching movie, playing monopoly.. and stuff..
we had vodka ..
damn strong.
shili mixed with water ribena and ice .. lols
we had a sip den throw away the rest lol .
wasted ~

in the end we cant stand anymore so we stay till 6+ 7 am
slept for a while .
till 9+ am ..
den we woke up ..
haha ..

sunday ii was with her till evening too ..
we had our breakfast/lunch at hougang point ..
den shop here and there ..
actually meeting eddie for rounding .
in the end ..
due to some mishap , he is unable to meet it .
hope that he is doing fine ..
hmm ..
so ii went back to shili hse ..
at ard 6+.. cause her ma need to go parkway.
her dad send me home haha..

reached home den bathe watch tv and stuff ..

monday, i went to sch ..
actually shld be happy .
but ii shall not post the unhappy incident ..
meet shili till 10+ ..
den ask my dad fetch me home .
haha ..

tue, i went to sch unwillingly ..
den ii zabo during the second breakout .
went to meet shili .
we watched the nanny diaries ...
ii watch till fall asleep .
no meaning show ..
damn bored la ..
hais ..
after that . we went to buy my double eyelid and eyelashes cause ii gona make-over on wed..
ma lei gona help me ..
excited ..
after tat we went to night class ..
haha .

took many pics too ..
my dad fetch me home again
THX DAD ~

today, ma LEI helped me to make up ..ii like my eyes especially ..
lols ...
later gona meet jianhong ..
wahahah
hong ge ~~
we gona drink and chat till siao ..
after that tink having mahjong session haha ..
shall post photos on next post ..

2007-10-03T14:31:00.000+08:00

ME and HIM totally over ..
everything ended just lidat ..
thou still cant accept the fact ..
but i believe with the surrounds of my frens ..
i couldnt forget him soon ..
the pain he gave to me..
ii couldnt totally forget ..
but up till now..
ii believe ii still love him ..

2007-09-28T15:50:00.000+08:00

enough of my angry post .
lols .

sure share happy post wif my blog mates ..
love you gals and guys who cheered me up ..
shili, waiteng, laureen, sihui, marsha, pq, geok hui, my new classmates and stuff ..

really is fun la ..
with you guys ard me .
i believe ii will less sad le ..

shall upload what me and shili have been doing lols ..

we took our own reflection of the neoprint.

she opened her mouth so big hor ? lols.

oh, cause she wana eat me up .
im scare haha

kuku face

im a monster ..

sweet smile right =X

WTF !

ii looked like monkey do i ??

we are the AH lian's .. haha

tat was tues ..
our lantern festival la ..

wed ..
having breakfirst with WT and Laureen ..
lols ..
WT say ii slim down .
lols ..

tat's me :)

cute WAITENG ..

the three of us wahahah .. XD

thx to them larhs "P

FRI having enterprise ..

feizao, R1, Princess me and ben same grp

ii like this team .. l0ls ..

saw him today.. hais ..
didnt respond to each other sian ..
nvm ..
ii shall let go .. hais ..

2007-09-26T12:04:00.000+08:00

TO WHO THE HELL IS TAGGING MY TAGBOARD..

WHAT THE HELL ..
NOTHING BETTER TO DO IZZIT ..
TOT VERY FUNNY IZZIT ..
FUN ARH ..
PLAY WITH PPL TAGBOARD ..
IM NOT IN THE MOOD TO PLAY WITH YOU K .
I HAVE ALR CLARIFY WITH HIM .
ITS NOT HIM ..
FOR WADEVER REASON EUU NOE HIS FULL NAME AND EVEN ID
THATS UR PROBLEM ..

WAN PLAY PLS GO OTHER PPL'S BLOG PLAY .
II HAVBE NO TIME FOR YOU ....!!!!!!!!!!

BREAKING NEWS

2007-09-24T10:26:00.000+08:00

Every day hasnt been doing well last week ..
everything going smoothly till tuesday first breakout.
i ask him to meet at lvl3.
ii was not very happy cause tired and having difficulty to solve the problem.
he was smiling throughout ..
halfway, i asked him y smile so happily , cause of the pretty gal in his class ?
he ans how ii noe with a big laugh la ..
maybe he's trying to crack some jokes ..
but its like ..
im not feeling well le , euu still crack such jokes..
we QUARRELLED !!
he asked to go back class rudely.
i stared at him and went back to class..

breakout 2, i keep myself in class to do my ppt so as to keep myself busy ..
hais ..
meeting3 after my 6P, i msg him ask him whether he finished ?
he say going soon so meet downstair ..
did not even speak to me when we walk to mrt ..
ii was supposed to go his hse .
den ii just follow ..
reach his place, he switch on his laptop and watch his show w/o involving me.
i slept at his sofa ..
he did not even bother me ..
he simply ignored ..

ard 6, i went to meet shili. hais .

wed, he did not msg me ..
ii called him up first ..
he told me lets not meet each other for few days cause he wana be alone ..
hais ..

ii did all the initiative
even apologise .
but whats the point .
he still ignored ..

thurs SAME .. he did not even bother to give me a call or msg ..

FRI SAME thing happen ..
and ii didnt go to sch cause of him hais
ask him out, he say dont wan ..

SAT he did not contact me at all !! ..
morning 1am ii called him few times .. msg him few times ..
he didnt reply at all !!
ii cired to bed everyday ..
does he noe ??

SUN the whole day he didnt ans my call and stuff..
he totally totally ignore me ..
hais ..
ii called his hse ..
his sis told me hes not at home .
ii called his fren , his fren told me he dont noe ..
at 11pm, ii called him again..
he give me a msg say " you call me for ? "
im ur galfren for goddness sake.
ii called him immediately den he msg me.
now not free to listen, what you wan say, say in sms ..
hais ..
i asked him what have he been doing all those ..
y avoid me ..
he say nothing happen, just dont wana talk to euu ..
den ii ask the reason la .. and ask izzit wan break ?
he replied ya lets break ..
den ii ask for the reason..
he just say i don like you ..
wTH ..
euu dont like me still jio me for wad ..

ii dont noe wad to do la ..
its like ..
euu changed completely euu noe ..
im damn damn damn disappointed in euu ..
euu gave me hope..
and treat me lidat ..

If its not for shili, i might not be able to survive..
she persuade me and give me advice ..
she helped me alot ..
love you gal ..
if not for eddie who cheer me up ..
ii would have cried till my eyes swollen.
luckily ytd eddie is there for me, he bring me ard wif his bike .
first time on bike, feel so shiok ..
can forget everything on eddie's bike ..
we walked punggol park few times ..
he kept helping me forget the pain in my heart ..
I really LOVE YOU alot euu noe .. hais ..

after the walk, eddie bike me home ..
just hope that ii will forget everything soon ..
i wan to be the cheerful me and not this me anymore .. :(

2007-09-19T10:10:00.001+08:00

OUR kBOX seSSION ~~
first time ..

SECOND TIME

Third Time

still got one pic which ii tink that she's damn cute la ..
but she forbit me to post it up ..
sob :(

allow me la ..
thou euu look like pig .
haha ..

after Ksession

ytd at night class..
we keep taking photo tou not very nice haha

her head behind mine, so my face rounder

my head behind hers, so her face rounder ..

we really nothing better to do le la .. lols ..

2007-09-19T09:03:00.000+08:00

so monday i having computing..
at first rather unfamiliar with the class la ..
obviously ~
den when ii first step into the class, i anyhow sit ..
haha ..
just nice .. the place where ii sit is my seat ..
kekex ...

well ..
faci ask us to stand up cause its early in the morning and first day .
he asked us to pull out our right hand and greet the person opp euu ..
just nice my team only 3 ..
so directly opp me is cALVIn ..
we greeted each other ..
after that ..
cal and terence greet each other ..
den me and ter ..
so ii made two frens ..
ii was rather quiet during the 1st meeting ..
den when jessica came, i became more out spoken la ..
so my grp total comprise of cal, me , ter, jessica and jeffrey ..
lols ..
computing is quite fun ..

tuesday was cognitive..

new faci came..
first day of work lor..
sian la her ..
treat us like idiots ..
like we didnt study in this school before lidat .
wad de hell ..
cognitive difficult la .
about wad atomism and holism and quantum physics ..
its like no link la ..
get to noe parry, fitri, ali and amsyar..
they fun la lols ..
dont noe y sem2 the module start to be more challenging ..
jialat ..
hope ii can score good grades in this sem with my new classmates bah ..

still rather unfamiliar with them..
so ii just hope that they will be more spontanous so that ii can enjoy the fun .. wahahahx ..

today sci .. jialat ..
sian dao ..
ii dont noe wad to say ..
kekex ..
my group member like all didnt come so ii join grp with other team .. "(
hmm ..
hope that today will be a fun day ..
ytd night spend time with shili ..
lols ..
canot bluetooth to my com . sian ..
so canot upload first .. lols ..

2007-09-19T09:00:00.000+08:00

damn freaking angry ..

my fault la . my fault ..
so euu telling me euu not at fault la ..
i alr apologise right ...
ii did wad ii suppose to do. but in the end ..
still the same wad ..
what is the difference , you tell me ???

ruin my mood la ..
thanks !

2007-09-16T20:45:00.000+08:00

hehe :)
thurs went to meet shili ..
ii packed some rice for her as our dinner ..
meet her at aljunied mrt station..
den we went to night class together to have our dinner ..

reached there at 5+ , 6pm ..
our first time .. damn early la ..
lols ..
we chatted while waiting ..
cw bought me & li MOS SHAKE & MILK TEA respectively.

had paper 2 test tat day ..

this kinder bueno is shili give me de lols ..

fri actually went to meet zhu ..
but turned out didnt meet ..
den shili came to look for me ..
we had a chatting and slacking session in my room .
lols ..
ii wore green flowery shorts to send her to bus stop .
had a fun joke tat day ..
lols ..

sat !! ..
went to kbox again.
third time this week ..
haha ..
actually tou of pool de ..
but had wrong information
tot pool is 8.50 per hr ..
its like damn ex .. rather spend more on kbox lor ..
den we made reservation on fri night ..
its me who made la !! haha ..
a damn damn damn damn fun day there ..
we kena scared by few kids ..
hell lor . but fun la..
ii also keep getting shocked by the staff there la ..
maybe we too crazy keep screaming so they keep loooking in while passing by ..
den ii looked at their expression made me laugh till dont noe like wad la .. lols
in short haven a great fun there ..

after tat went to hougang mall walk walk awhile ..
while waiting for zhu ..
so went to meet zhu ..
bought chicken rice home ..

end of day haha ..

sunday !! spend whole day on television ..
sian dao ..
tml school reopen le .
jialat !!
W25E ..
new class..
new environment
new facilitator ..
new classmates ..
new frens ..
new module ..
everything new ..
scare dont get use to it ..
cause ii miss working with W24E ..
ii hope can get used soon .. haha ..

hope that ii can wake up in time .. :)

2007-09-12T23:47:00.001+08:00

today went kbox wif shili again .
ytd we plan tgt de ..
we called to ask the pricing for klunch and kstudent ..
den found out that khappy is 13.50bucks from 2-7pm ..
but he gave us special package from 12-7 $13.50 .. hahas ..
damn worth it so we went ..
we meet at 1130am at interchange ..
went to buy some donut for lunch ..
we abit kiasu cause reach there 1150am .. stil got ten mins to go so we went to the toilet .

woo hoo .. 1155am .. time to go in ..
went into room 31 ii suppose ..
abit disappointed la .. the room rather small and stuffy ..
stupid thing happened !!
the air con is spoilt !! sob ..
for the whole kbox , its spoilt ..
wad de ..
we having suana inside hah .
at first can high de ..
but now sob sob ..
our mood abit spoilt la . due to air con .
but we still continued our song ..

after tat went to ask for change of room .
manage to change into a bigger one ..
37 or 39 eh. .
but still damn hot la :(
we keep going to toilet .
cause toilet seems cooler den the room la ..
haha
sang till 6++ near 7 ...
we high !!
our song - BAD BOY !!
kept singing this song ..
till the byebyebye ...
we damn high .
hha ..
we sang till 7+ .. cause the room beside keep "chiang xia" so they sing loud .
we compare lor ..
ii dont believe ii will lose ..
plus i got powerful voice ahah :P
waeva la .
just dont like them ..
kiddy sia .
hm ..
after tat we go home respectively ..
had a fun day today la .
but cause of air con , abit spoilt our mood ..
our bill for today is 38.84bucks for two ..
also spend alot on donut .
hais ..
no money le @@

who wana sponsor me !! hha
just give me a call huh .. lols ..

2007-09-12T08:34:00.000+08:00

10 SEPT

went to meet shili for ksession.
meet her for lunch all these .
den went to hougang plaza to sing !!

we had a fun day there..
its like.
really crazy la ..
ii believe we are the only two who scream throughout the whole session which led ppl into looking at us..
lols ..

once reaching, i hurt my foe ..
bled till dont noe like wad ..
but it was still fun haha ..
we still tink that 5hrs is not enough..
keep singing 张惠妹 - bad boy
still rem the last part ..
Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye ...
we sing half way keep laughing ..
there was once a guy walked past ..
den he looked inside .
just nice ii facing him ..
its like so damn paiseh la ~
lalala ~

although having a hard time walking, but i tink it worth a thousand mile.

11sEPT
when to chi physician ..
hais ...
she say so much la ..
my heart beat quite slow ..
not good .
den my gastric alot of problem ..
all these ..
even say if didnt takecare..
will led to cancer ..
like scaring me la ..
ask me not to eat cold stuff, hard thing, sour and swt ..
not to skip meal ..
not to eat too full..
ok ii sure eat porridge den .. [ everyday everymeal ]
its like waiting for zhu to treat me haagen-daz next week la ..
now !!
waiting for lantern festival
cause ii wana eat mooncake.
the different type .
ice cream mooncake ..
bing pi mooncake ..
the one with double eye yolk ..
AHHHH ..
tempting me now !!
forbit me at least two months ..:(
POOR ME !!
didnt noe my body so weak ..
who will takecare of me ..
pls tag !! :)

meet shili at AMK HUB to have our dinner before going for night class..
we bought chips and nuts as our dinner ..
ii mean for my dinner ..
cause her mum cook "spaggeti" for her ..
in class, we plan for tml ..
wahahahha ..
will blog when ii finish ..
kekex ..

after that we went home haha ..

BTW ii got into W25E

one level up my sem one class ..
W24E ii miss you guys ...

2007-09-07T00:47:00.000+08:00

1SEPT - went to cut my hair
2SEPT
3sePT

PLAYED MAHJONG

4SEPT
meet cheewei at kovan to buy our pizza for lunch ..
damn ex la ..
two regular chessy piz for 44+bucks ..
one person 11bucks ..
:(
broke ..
den went to buy somesort cake at Prime Deli
cause 19.80bucks..
spend quite alot la . sob ..
after that meet shili chuxiang ..
come myhse play mahjong .
recently kinda addicted haha ..
lose alot la ..
after that went night class.
chuxiang meet parents for ratatouille..
cheewei being his niece and nephew baby-sitter -watched same show as CX

night played mahjong wif sis , mum and doreamon ..
lose again . hais ..

5SEPT
meet zhu ..

we went to serangoon DA ZHI RANG to have our baked rice and prata .
after tat came my hse ..

on the way haha .

both of us had new hairstyle wor ..
wahahahaha

do ii look nerd ?
or even younger ? haha

my swt zhu

his cute ling haha

ii do some edited ..
1)

2)

6SEPT

meet shili 12 ++ at aljunied MRT station ..
went to buy hair dye and cucumber, seaweed & egg for our sushi ..

spend time on hair dying ..
she helped me with my nail .
polished GREEN

after that, went to make sushi !!
made for chuxiang, chee wei, myself, herself, her parents, my family and zhu

didnt really have a sharp knife.
so only cut these few nice looking piece ..
the rest either cut half or destroyed
haha ..

went to night class ..
took quite a number of pic again ..
our very new hairstyle ahha

im trying to test see whether got colour ma

tested successfully

our coloured hair .. haha

& green nails
looks like devil right ??
whahhah :X

did this facial expression to show the colour

end of day ! haha .
went home ..
BLOGGGGGG ~

7SEPT
will be exercise day ..
meeting chuxiang, shili and cheewei to jog at hougang stadium ..
might be playing badminton after our jog ..
meeting zhu ard evening ..
letting him try my sushi haha .. happy happy !!

well well .. will try my best to blog everyday ha ..:)

2007-09-06T23:30:00.000+08:00

haha ..
due to laziness and busy-ness
ii drag my entries till now ..
paiseh paiseh ..
well write and post lots of photo now .. -)

28AUG

my maid went back to her hometown :(

me and shili meet early afternoon to MOE settle sth ..
afternoon went terminal 1 to have swenson as our lunch cum dinner ..

this is wad i made for my maid ( cover page )

middle page : some photos ~

End page :

when we compare and contrast

doesnt look the same as the pic !!
we had our fundue too :)

see ~ we finished our food ..

after swenson ..
we took skytrain to terminal 2 .. to send my maid off ..
kinda miss her lots la ~

my maid and me :-

our clothing colour is the same !! and our watch plus hairstyle haha
she worked for us for 4yrs !! hais ..

after sending her off ..
me and shili head to AMK hub to shop hha
we skipped our night class ..
spend 60bucks that day O.0

30AUG

pictures can expressed my feelings ..
lols ..

having a great day wif li that day ~

by right .. shili should be beside me ..
but we weere laughing like nobody business ..
canot taha ..
she siam haha ..

end of day ~

31AUG

went back NVSS

me and li

low ris and me

wif huixian

joel and me

wif didi ( not his real height "P )

wif xiao di

my "FAMILY "

my SISTA

we took photos wif our form teacher
5N1

take too much till sian liao

informal

many of us went to take pic wif her ..
here is me and shili wif her hha

after tat ii went to meet zhu haha ..
forget for wad purpose le ..
just meet kekex ..

2007-08-28T23:21:00.000+08:00

sometimes im tinking " y must you treat me lidat " ??

after the big quarrel, you seems to take things for granted after i said "ILY"..
im hurt .
i tried to forget how you treat me but i still couldnt allow myself from not being hurt the next time you treat me badly.

i hate the way euu say "can dont do this, i dont like it", " i have nothing to say", "you go do your things first" .. its like ...
hais .
euu hurt my heart la ..
imagine ii said this to you ??
and its like ..
you can treat me better or same like before right ..
y must euu treat me worse den ii treat you ..

is it v difficult to have someone to treat me good ? ..
overall im still a gal .
i need to be pamper .
cant ii just "sa jiao" in front of you ?
so difficult to accept ..
you dont understand how ii feeling ..
hais ..